Monday, June 21, 2010

Summer Solstice 2010




It is winter in the Southern Hemisphere. The crescent moon tilts in the wrong direction, a shallow bowl whose water spills as moonlight across the plain at night.

Clans gather beneath an evening star, its golden torchlight guiding them through the long, dark journey back to summer. There are new shields and some long lost emblems interspersed with standards present from the beginning, sigils as immemorial as time. Totem animals adorn each tent, lions, elephants and eagles, pegasi and dragons, guiding spirits their people pray to through the night as they invoke the numen of their ancestors. They all celebrate in tribal colors, in dance as well as song.

The battle horns have sounded, drawing each clan's iconic warriors onto the field to engage in ritual combat. Their feet flash like lightning off a spear point, their footfalls echo like thunder across the plain. While their prophets murmur each name like a touchstone, the clans draw comfort from the repetition as the battle performs its rosary across the field. Veterans will fall as fresh, young warriors fill the gaps and are lifted onto the shoulders of their companions, paraded around the field.

While only one will lift their voice in victory, for a moment all the clans stand together, united beneath that distant star. Ubuntu: there can be no lauded victor without a host of the honorably defeated.

Slowly, the orange and blue, the furious reds, greens and golds will wash away into a savanna sunrise, the quadrennial danse macabre suspended for four more peaceful years. Until the battle horns sound again and recall those far-flung clans to another field half a world away to celebrate a summer festival beneath a winter's moon.


© 2010 Edward P. Morgan III

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Homesickness



Our room is haunted.

The other guest room is clean and pure, as innocent as the children's silhouettes hanging in the sunshine above one of the chaste twin beds.

Ours is cluttered and crowded by the memory of choices entangled in a double bed, his and theirs, neither in her favor. His in the actions that wounded her that night. Theirs in the inaction that stanched neither tears nor blood. His choice remains incomprehensible, the inviable infant offspring of an inviolable, ancient instinct. Theirs was simple and pragmatic. When faced with a sufficiently severe crisis, every tree cuts off its least productive branch.

So I lie awake at night, detached and melancholy as a ghost, anchored but no longer fully present in this world, yet unable to move on to any punishment or reward. The faded shade of Christmas past before she revealed her secret, before my vision of becoming a part of someone else's family was completely torn apart. I have joined a divided clan that will never be reunited.

Down the road, trapped behind a graveyard wall, two maple seedlings seek nourishment from the rotting stump of an ancient ancestor, feeding off its memories as they trace the remnants of its roots, hoping one day to grow beyond them and dig their way to clean earth below.


© 2010 Edward P. Morgan III